Instinct

After almost two months since we last emailed each other. I got an email from the EX (Paw) last night. A pretty simple email on checking to see how I'm doing, quick update on how he's doing, and how he misses me and asked if we can hang out sometimes.

Serioulsy. I don't think we ended on bad term. However, after reading the email, I felt some-what uneasy. Uneasy as in, I have not been thinking about this certain individual for a while and have been focusing on work and stuff - and now, all of the sudden I feel like I've got this emotional burden in my head.

I don't hate the guy. I really don't.

But do I want to see him again? That I don't know.

I'm not quite ready to date again, but definately not with the EX. Once an EX, always an EX. That's how I see it. And it usually takes me a while (years) to really see an EX as a friend. (Of all the Ex's in my life, there's only one whom I can see and chat as a friend... And of course, it was after 1.5 years since we broke up)

I guess I'll follow my instinct.

Besides, I've got other stuff that I need to focus on right now. I will think about the Ex-issue later this month.